I would like to say that I stuck to my goal that I wrote yesterday but I didn't. I ate maybe 900 calories total? Walked a lot too, so even though it wasn't 400 calories, it wasn't completely horrible.
I will make my goal 400 calories every single day until it sticks. Because 400 calories is what my body deserves and anything else is spoiling it. And I have been spoiling my body for years, that is why I am fat fat fat!
With my first pay check I plan on buying laxatives, diet pills, a new jogging outfit and some really healthy food. On top of a whole new wardrobe (which I am really excited about.)
And, I am pretty sure I am getting my period soon. I don't know how I feel about that because for some reason I don't eat a lot. I get weird cravings and stuff but I don't eat a lot and I feel full most of the time. Hopefully I feel that way this time but you never know.
Stay strong my skinny little things!!!Eden xox.
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im sure ull do fine.
ReplyDeletesucks u didnt have the whole loving and easter thing for so long, it can be really nice especially up until the age of 13. =(
and i hope ur liking ur job. bet ur excited about gettin money finally.
stay strong, 900 calories isnt too bad, i agree. x
Interesting because I can say that my family has never had a big Easter bash either. My friends are usually the ones giving candy and other things to me to grub on but the big family thing is a foreign idea to me (seriously, I didn't know that it was common until I read your post x.x).
ReplyDeleteBut you seem to be doing well so keep on! :D