Thursday, April 15, 2010

I don't feel worth it today.

The work that I have been trying to do seems insignificant and it won't work. I know that the dress I'm wearing today will make me look really good but it doesn't make me feel any better about myself. I don't feel worth it. It's not going to work.

I checked the scale this morning, against my own will and it showed no gain and a little loss. I expected to be a couple of pounds heavier because of all the shit I've been putting in my mouth but I was really good. Although it was only a couple decimals down, its closer than I was before. And I've realized that I need to view how many pounds I need to lose in a different way. Instead of saying I need to be 147, I need to tell myself it is just 3.2 pounds away. Theres a different affect right?

So, yeah... I just wanted to post my feelings about how nothing seems worth it today... but things might change I don't know.

I will post my "testimony" tonight.




  1. totatlly! i mean 3.2 pounds is barely anything! you'll be there in no time just make a plan you know you'll be able to stick to and do it :D i'll be watching you and scolding you if you fail haha quite like having your mum watching you :O lol :D

    love you hun

  2. Get yourself a little tracker, they work really well in motivating you, as do rewards :)

  3. cant wait to hear what happens =)
    you should definitely think of it the positive side: "this is how much ive lost, this is as little as there is left to do to reach my goal. i can do this"
    3.2 pounds is around the corner =) i want to lose another 24! hehe
    go girl x