Monday, April 26, 2010

he ditched.

Just like I knew he would.

I don't know how to feel. I am kind of numb at this point.

It will come though.

The tears.

Nothing good can come from this.

I don't want to be lonely anymore.

How bad can I be? How ugly am I? Don't I deserve something?


  1. what did he say? what was his excuse?
    has he been an asshole? if yes, where do i find him to beat the crap out of him? XD
    you deserve better than some dude ditching you, trust me. you are beautiful at heart (i cant tell you how beautiful your surface is, havent seen it but im pretty sure your beautiful, especially because your friends keep telling you how pretty you look).
    stay strong, dont worry about it (kinda useless of me to say so) and if you need somebody to talk, im right here =)

  2. Oh nooo. Surely he had a reason, even if it was lame? You deserve so much more than him simply based on the fact that he lacks compassion. try try try to use this as motivation, to be like "eff you! I'm going to lose weight, suck on that!"

    cheer up, buttercup (:

  3. it takes two to tango, don't be so hard on yourself. Maybe its just HIS instability or lack of commitment .. ;)

  4. same thing happened to me yesterday, just use it as motivation.
    he sucks not you, and your blog about it is way more pleasant then mine

    stay focusedd, it will get better