I gave him what he wanted that night.
Gave him everything.
Now I have to do everything in my power to keep him wanting me.
Even if that means just fucking him.
I will not be a one night stand.
I won't just let him forget me.
I don't understand how people can just tell me to forget about him.
If he has every intention to just use me...then at least he wants me still.
I gave him my virginity (in the most unromantic way...)
Now I have no idea what to do.
I'm making it way to easy for him to use me.
But now that's the only thing I know...