Blueberry Special K (170)
Vegetable Soup (125)
1 1/2 Grapefruit (100)
Sugar (with tea and the grapefruit) (40)
Blueberry Fritter (330) (!!!!!)
Grand Total : 890 :(
I feel bad with just that total! And the big bummer of the evening: I thought even though around 900 calories it not over my main goal (which is to stay under 1000 calories a day) it soon will be because not even twenty minutes ago the people in my house were screaming about PIZZA. Goddamn. Why must everything be ruined. I know that is the pizza is there I will eat it and there is no possible way that if I take just one tiny piece it will be the end of it. I already know that this will be a disaster and there is no possible way that I can purge it all up because there will be people here and there is no private place for me to blow my guts out without anyone hearing.
I feel like a total fucking failure, and I haven't even eating the pizza yet!!
I also have some other worries about tomorrow. This is the last day of march break so tomorrow it will be back to school. And I am not even worried about the homework that I neglected to do all week. I am worried about lunch and the fact that I won't be able to sit at that lunch table with all my friends while they are sitting their eating tons of glorious food. Not that I have the money to go out and buy the lovely food.
So, my plan for tomorrow is:
(B) Fruitloops (160) and a tea (I don't bother counting calories on tea, its healthy, whats the point)
(L) Water (0) Grapefruit (~60)
and dinner I will find out when I get there.